Sailing
After years by the ocean
a man finds he learns to sail
in the middle of the country,
on the surface of a small lake with a woman's name
in a small boat with one sail.
All summer he skims back and forth
across the open, blue eye of the midwest.
The wind comes in from the northeast
most days and the man learns
how to seem to go against it, learns
of the natural always crouched
in the shadow of the unnatural.
Sometimes the wind stops
and the man is becalmed-
just like the old traders who sat for days
in the doldrums on the thin skin of the ocean
nursing their scurvys
and grumbling over short grog rations.
And the man learns a certain language:
he watches the luff, beats windward, comes
hard-about, finally gets
port and starboard straight.
All summer, between the soft, silt bottom
and the blue sheath of the sky, he glides
back and forth across the modest lake
with the woman's name.
And at night
he dreams of infinite flat surfaces,
of flying at incredible speed,
one hand on the tiller, one on the mainsheet, leaning
far out over the sparkling surface, the sail
a transparent membrane, the wind
with its silent howl, a force
moving him from his own heart.
--
Al Zolynas